glitch

Today Soon msged saying that he's no longer going to London with me. Dampened my spirits a lot, cos I was counting on him to be that one close friend to be there with. For a while I was teetering on uncertainty again but I suppose the show must go on. This means a lot more than just me gambling ten years of my life - I'm not doing this only for myself. Problem is, I'm not sure whether it should.